And here is me again

Wow I guess I didn't write my blog recently for like....
month?

Well basically,
I was obsessed with Korean Song, a.k.a Kpop for short.
The reason for me to get interested with it is because of a Korean TV Show called
We Got Married (WGM) and one of the cast in it was a famous Kpop Group
2PM for Nichkhun and f(x) for Victoria.
Well their last episode make my eyes water tearing *Gosh!*


Nichkhun give his last memory by showing her a video of what happen for the whole season.
Victoria give him a cardboard writing out all her feeling toward her throughout the whole time.




Well that's what I do before SPM a.k.a Shitty Pant Man :D
*just joking it just a official test for Malaysia Secondary School xD
 (Gosh seriously I didn't study much for them xD)
Well now I had done the subject as following
-Malay Language
-English Langauge
-History(Finally!)
-Math
-Moral
-Add Maths


Still have three more subject for me to conquer :D
Chemistry Biology And Accounting( My favorite ;D )


Gonna take a swim tomorrow at a pool near my house.


Gtg, night! :D Adios!

To them

Wondering why,
I got three pretty cute granddaughter,
When was it happen


In my thought should be form four,
when i started to join Leo,
three of you guys are together,
always,

And I don't know why,
there's a day,
I was called as Ah Pek,
I know, I look old :')


Ah Nar, Ah Vet, Ah Nat,
Three of my best granddaughter,
I know, you guys treat me the best,
And I treat you as good as possible.


For Ah Nar,
Thanks you for listening to me,
You're a good listener
And most good in cheering me up
Hope you have great grandson for me too :)

For Ah Vet,
You're charming,
But, studies come importance next year,
I won't force you or anything
Tan Tan Tan :)

For Ah Nat,
Maybe you might go Australia,
right?
Take care is the only thing that I can say..
Hope you still look the same, if we met next time.

Without braces :)

I hope one day,
We'll have a memorable night,
A so-call Family Photo,
Which i could remember,
When i really become old,
You guys will still in my heart.

I love you guys.

Your Sincerely,
Ah Pek

Year with books..

I was so sorry for disappointing,
those who wanted me to pass,
I tried, not my best,
till the last second exam,
I failed.


For years I had study,
this is my first time ever,
Reason cus of failing the paper,
for the last time,
under own teacher marking,
I cried.


When i receive the paper,
I checked, nothing wrong with it,
I got wrong majorly,
I can't believe it,
I place the paper on the upper left on the table,
I just ignore it, doing my math revision.


When my friend saw it,
He tell me,
"Try find any mistakes, maybe can get extra marks"
I just pretend I didn't listen and do my math,
He raise his voice and say,
"Stop doing math, you already good at it why still revision"
Why does he care for me,
I was so down when he started to say things to me,
and I just lay down suddenly and cried.


When he knew that I'm crying,
He shock and trying to cheer me up,
but it making it worse that time.
Teacher asked him what happen to me,
He told teacher,
teacher cry all the sudden and say,
"I had to say that I'm sorry, I had tried my best to mark your paper,
not that I can give everyone a pass."

Friends started to come around me and cheer me up,
some say SPM must A,
some giving me tissues,
some just hit my shoulder and smile at me,
and I just see up, with eyes with tears,
and nose filled with mucus.


I wanted to say I'm sorry to my teacher,
for what i had done this last paper,
that you had marked.

The Time of Difficultly

I know,
money is hard to earn,
even it used on a last thing,
to be with your friends,
for the last time.
Still it should not be said,
to ask money from them,
where they are not money machine.


I spend a lot,
more than what i expected.
Till, i scare to ask from you guys,
even you guys say this sentence,
"you're not working it's alright"
but i felt guilty,
'Cus the money is not spend wisely.



How much i get,
that how much i spend,
sometimes, it horrifying,
that the amount is more,
than what you expected.
Times it in a year,
I know, no money,
we can't live.

In My Mind

Where are the thoughts and facts,
when we need it,
in the way of life,
or in the studies.



Sometime we might just be straight,
'Cus that's what we had know,
where we can solve problems,
or just having a life ourselves.



We might just think that,
having a depression,
is the way of living,
but why it happen?
'Cus happiness is gone for a while that time.



Even thou we had own life,
ignorance should not be occur,
even thou you have others good friends,
doesn't mean he or she doesn't need you.



Goh, I hope that she will tell you why,
that she ignoring you,
cuz I know,
how it feels like,
when someone attempted it.





Cheer! I always support you! Fight on SPM first! :)


From your best pal,
Ken

为何

虽然我不知道，

当初为何对你好，

想知道更多你的事。

现在我才发现，

我对你有好感，

可是，

你只把我当成好朋友，

所以，

我只好随着你的意思。

我现在，

只想问候你，

过的好吗，

吃的饱吗，

穿的暖吗,

到有一天，

你离开了，

没机会问了，

要问一声，

或许要好几个小时，

好几天，

好几个星期，

好几个月，

甚至是一辈子。

我依然还在，

当你心情不好，

尽量讨好你，

开心时，

我替你开心，

生气时，

我给你消气。

不想你再被受伤害，

不想你变了，

可是我懂，

每个人都会。

可是，我还会记得，

你当初的微笑，

你的生气的脸，

你弹的钢琴，

你的歌声，

你的谈话。

现在，

生病时，

我还可以叫你好好休息，

好好的吃药，

以后，

我也没办法知道，

你何时会生病，

可是，我会帮你祈祷，

每天都过得健健康康。

我知道你对我好，

给我鼓励，

安慰我。

虽然我还有说不完的故事，

我依然还会在这，创造一个新的一天

:)

别放弃，

每个人都支持你，

加油！

保重 :)

平平安安就好了 :)

Trust

I might had trusted you,

for believing what you said,

should not be asking much,

and all the thing will changed.

Reporting as a daily life,

It's ashamed for me to ask for it,

'Cause it's your life,

Not mine and I'm just curious fool.

When time get long,

and it motivated a person,

to know what happen on others life

Which is important to them and care for,

And I'm sorry for not enough trust on myself.

Take care.