The Time of Difficultly

I know,
money is hard to earn,
even it used on a last thing,
to be with your friends,
for the last time.
Still it should not be said,
to ask money from them,
where they are not money machine.


I spend a lot,
more than what i expected.
Till, i scare to ask from you guys,
even you guys say this sentence,
"you're not working it's alright"
but i felt guilty,
'Cus the money is not spend wisely.



How much i get,
that how much i spend,
sometimes, it horrifying,
that the amount is more,
than what you expected.
Times it in a year,
I know, no money,
we can't live.