Year with books..

I was so sorry for disappointing,
those who wanted me to pass,
I tried, not my best,
till the last second exam,
I failed.


For years I had study,
this is my first time ever,
Reason cus of failing the paper,
for the last time,
under own teacher marking,
I cried.


When i receive the paper,
I checked, nothing wrong with it,
I got wrong majorly,
I can't believe it,
I place the paper on the upper left on the table,
I just ignore it, doing my math revision.


When my friend saw it,
He tell me,
"Try find any mistakes, maybe can get extra marks"
I just pretend I didn't listen and do my math,
He raise his voice and say,
"Stop doing math, you already good at it why still revision"
Why does he care for me,
I was so down when he started to say things to me,
and I just lay down suddenly and cried.


When he knew that I'm crying,
He shock and trying to cheer me up,
but it making it worse that time.
Teacher asked him what happen to me,
He told teacher,
teacher cry all the sudden and say,
"I had to say that I'm sorry, I had tried my best to mark your paper,
not that I can give everyone a pass."

Friends started to come around me and cheer me up,
some say SPM must A,
some giving me tissues,
some just hit my shoulder and smile at me,
and I just see up, with eyes with tears,
and nose filled with mucus.


I wanted to say I'm sorry to my teacher,
for what i had done this last paper,
that you had marked.