To them

Wondering why,
I got three pretty cute granddaughter,
When was it happen


In my thought should be form four,
when i started to join Leo,
three of you guys are together,
always,

And I don't know why,
there's a day,
I was called as Ah Pek,
I know, I look old :')


Ah Nar, Ah Vet, Ah Nat,
Three of my best granddaughter,
I know, you guys treat me the best,
And I treat you as good as possible.


For Ah Nar,
Thanks you for listening to me,
You're a good listener
And most good in cheering me up
Hope you have great grandson for me too :)

For Ah Vet,
You're charming,
But, studies come importance next year,
I won't force you or anything
Tan Tan Tan :)

For Ah Nat,
Maybe you might go Australia,
right?
Take care is the only thing that I can say..
Hope you still look the same, if we met next time.

Without braces :)

I hope one day,
We'll have a memorable night,
A so-call Family Photo,
Which i could remember,
When i really become old,
You guys will still in my heart.

I love you guys.

Your Sincerely,
Ah Pek

Year with books..

I was so sorry for disappointing,
those who wanted me to pass,
I tried, not my best,
till the last second exam,
I failed.


For years I had study,
this is my first time ever,
Reason cus of failing the paper,
for the last time,
under own teacher marking,
I cried.


When i receive the paper,
I checked, nothing wrong with it,
I got wrong majorly,
I can't believe it,
I place the paper on the upper left on the table,
I just ignore it, doing my math revision.


When my friend saw it,
He tell me,
"Try find any mistakes, maybe can get extra marks"
I just pretend I didn't listen and do my math,
He raise his voice and say,
"Stop doing math, you already good at it why still revision"
Why does he care for me,
I was so down when he started to say things to me,
and I just lay down suddenly and cried.


When he knew that I'm crying,
He shock and trying to cheer me up,
but it making it worse that time.
Teacher asked him what happen to me,
He told teacher,
teacher cry all the sudden and say,
"I had to say that I'm sorry, I had tried my best to mark your paper,
not that I can give everyone a pass."

Friends started to come around me and cheer me up,
some say SPM must A,
some giving me tissues,
some just hit my shoulder and smile at me,
and I just see up, with eyes with tears,
and nose filled with mucus.


I wanted to say I'm sorry to my teacher,
for what i had done this last paper,
that you had marked.

The Time of Difficultly

I know,
money is hard to earn,
even it used on a last thing,
to be with your friends,
for the last time.
Still it should not be said,
to ask money from them,
where they are not money machine.


I spend a lot,
more than what i expected.
Till, i scare to ask from you guys,
even you guys say this sentence,
"you're not working it's alright"
but i felt guilty,
'Cus the money is not spend wisely.



How much i get,
that how much i spend,
sometimes, it horrifying,
that the amount is more,
than what you expected.
Times it in a year,
I know, no money,
we can't live.