Good time :)

Well,

I wanted to say,

I really started to miss you guys!

Starting from today,

maybe we will not be together again,

laughing, talking, listening to story all those stuff.

Well let slowly talk bout our journey :)

Yesterday, we are together at St John annual dinner,

Where we are taking photos when it's almost back,

A suggestion from granddaughter,

we take a very nice family photos :)

Me with my three pretty cute granddaughter :)

Well and more,

It's the first time this year, 2011,

I giving them Christmas presents,

which it's all D.I.Y myself :)

Times fly and we will all be grateful that we known each others!

Saranghaeyo sonnyeo :)

Dream High

Dream to achieve?
Yeah I think so.
You just make me have the effort to study,
we, together.
Araso,
I will achieve it!
Sunway with you?
Yeah, I would love to go with you.
That's why I must score A+ and good in account.

Because of you,
I have the courage to study hard enough when SPM,
Because of a sentences you had say after mock result come out
"Last time you are smarter than me, why you ended up getting yourself behind?
even my sister was shock that you lost to me."

And another sentence which tickle my mind,
you said:
"People done this paper few days ago, for you, till today haven't finish?"
And on that day, I directly done it.



I don't know,
Whether I have chance,
for you to say me somemore again,
maybe that's the only things that can help me,
or not.
I wish that I can.

Dream High
Dream Far.

And here is me again

Wow I guess I didn't write my blog recently for like....
month?

Well basically,
I was obsessed with Korean Song, a.k.a Kpop for short.
The reason for me to get interested with it is because of a Korean TV Show called
We Got Married (WGM) and one of the cast in it was a famous Kpop Group
2PM for Nichkhun and f(x) for Victoria.
Well their last episode make my eyes water tearing *Gosh!*


Nichkhun give his last memory by showing her a video of what happen for the whole season.
Victoria give him a cardboard writing out all her feeling toward her throughout the whole time.




Well that's what I do before SPM a.k.a Shitty Pant Man :D
*just joking it just a official test for Malaysia Secondary School xD
 (Gosh seriously I didn't study much for them xD)
Well now I had done the subject as following
-Malay Language
-English Langauge
-History(Finally!)
-Math
-Moral
-Add Maths


Still have three more subject for me to conquer :D
Chemistry Biology And Accounting( My favorite ;D )


Gonna take a swim tomorrow at a pool near my house.


Gtg, night! :D Adios!

To them

Wondering why,
I got three pretty cute granddaughter,
When was it happen


In my thought should be form four,
when i started to join Leo,
three of you guys are together,
always,

And I don't know why,
there's a day,
I was called as Ah Pek,
I know, I look old :')


Ah Nar, Ah Vet, Ah Nat,
Three of my best granddaughter,
I know, you guys treat me the best,
And I treat you as good as possible.


For Ah Nar,
Thanks you for listening to me,
You're a good listener
And most good in cheering me up
Hope you have great grandson for me too :)

For Ah Vet,
You're charming,
But, studies come importance next year,
I won't force you or anything
Tan Tan Tan :)

For Ah Nat,
Maybe you might go Australia,
right?
Take care is the only thing that I can say..
Hope you still look the same, if we met next time.

Without braces :)

I hope one day,
We'll have a memorable night,
A so-call Family Photo,
Which i could remember,
When i really become old,
You guys will still in my heart.

I love you guys.

Your Sincerely,
Ah Pek

Year with books..

I was so sorry for disappointing,
those who wanted me to pass,
I tried, not my best,
till the last second exam,
I failed.


For years I had study,
this is my first time ever,
Reason cus of failing the paper,
for the last time,
under own teacher marking,
I cried.


When i receive the paper,
I checked, nothing wrong with it,
I got wrong majorly,
I can't believe it,
I place the paper on the upper left on the table,
I just ignore it, doing my math revision.


When my friend saw it,
He tell me,
"Try find any mistakes, maybe can get extra marks"
I just pretend I didn't listen and do my math,
He raise his voice and say,
"Stop doing math, you already good at it why still revision"
Why does he care for me,
I was so down when he started to say things to me,
and I just lay down suddenly and cried.


When he knew that I'm crying,
He shock and trying to cheer me up,
but it making it worse that time.
Teacher asked him what happen to me,
He told teacher,
teacher cry all the sudden and say,
"I had to say that I'm sorry, I had tried my best to mark your paper,
not that I can give everyone a pass."

Friends started to come around me and cheer me up,
some say SPM must A,
some giving me tissues,
some just hit my shoulder and smile at me,
and I just see up, with eyes with tears,
and nose filled with mucus.


I wanted to say I'm sorry to my teacher,
for what i had done this last paper,
that you had marked.

The Time of Difficultly

I know,
money is hard to earn,
even it used on a last thing,
to be with your friends,
for the last time.
Still it should not be said,
to ask money from them,
where they are not money machine.


I spend a lot,
more than what i expected.
Till, i scare to ask from you guys,
even you guys say this sentence,
"you're not working it's alright"
but i felt guilty,
'Cus the money is not spend wisely.



How much i get,
that how much i spend,
sometimes, it horrifying,
that the amount is more,
than what you expected.
Times it in a year,
I know, no money,
we can't live.

In My Mind

Where are the thoughts and facts,
when we need it,
in the way of life,
or in the studies.



Sometime we might just be straight,
'Cus that's what we had know,
where we can solve problems,
or just having a life ourselves.



We might just think that,
having a depression,
is the way of living,
but why it happen?
'Cus happiness is gone for a while that time.



Even thou we had own life,
ignorance should not be occur,
even thou you have others good friends,
doesn't mean he or she doesn't need you.



Goh, I hope that she will tell you why,
that she ignoring you,
cuz I know,
how it feels like,
when someone attempted it.





Cheer! I always support you! Fight on SPM first! :)


From your best pal,
Ken

为何

虽然我不知道，

当初为何对你好，

想知道更多你的事。

现在我才发现，

我对你有好感，

可是，

你只把我当成好朋友，

所以，

我只好随着你的意思。

我现在，

只想问候你，

过的好吗，

吃的饱吗，

穿的暖吗,

到有一天，

你离开了，

没机会问了，

要问一声，

或许要好几个小时，

好几天，

好几个星期，

好几个月，

甚至是一辈子。

我依然还在，

当你心情不好，

尽量讨好你，

开心时，

我替你开心，

生气时，

我给你消气。

不想你再被受伤害，

不想你变了，

可是我懂，

每个人都会。

可是，我还会记得，

你当初的微笑，

你的生气的脸，

你弹的钢琴，

你的歌声，

你的谈话。

现在，

生病时，

我还可以叫你好好休息，

好好的吃药，

以后，

我也没办法知道，

你何时会生病，

可是，我会帮你祈祷，

每天都过得健健康康。

我知道你对我好，

给我鼓励，

安慰我。

虽然我还有说不完的故事，

我依然还会在这，创造一个新的一天

:)

别放弃，

每个人都支持你，

加油！

保重 :)

平平安安就好了 :)

Trust

I might had trusted you,

for believing what you said,

should not be asking much,

and all the thing will changed.

Reporting as a daily life,

It's ashamed for me to ask for it,

'Cause it's your life,

Not mine and I'm just curious fool.

When time get long,

and it motivated a person,

to know what happen on others life

Which is important to them and care for,

And I'm sorry for not enough trust on myself.

Take care.

Tensions

In another words,
stress.
Come from many ways.
It may come from studies.
It may also come from friend.

Studies come stress when
there no enough time and effort
for you to understand and know what you must know.

Friends come stress when
you felt sorry for them
and you can't explain the real meaning.


Fighting with the one close to you
it bleed in the heart
and it sometime take times to cure.

I don't know why,
in the first place,
I had open a blog,
write where no one looking at it.

what did i do?
watching the blank of the post,
writing nonsense..
not attractive..

Dream

Sometimes,
there was a thing,
hidden in your mind,
it come out anytime you sleep,
it's dream.


Some are good dream,
some are just bad,
some are so real that you can remember,
some are so meaningful that you can't remember.


The scariest part is when,
your body is like barely move,
when you're awake.
Scientist explained it's just a hallucination,
but what causes it,
it's the fear who doing the job.

I asking how to solve this weird dream,
Google came for an answer,
and i followed,
I just had to wait for the next time it come.
And thank for your supporting,
I'm really mean it.

Randomness

I'm tired,
As what i had done this whole life,
I'm wasting a lot of time.
Pc, Mobile and anything on modern technology.

Activity that I'm enjoying with friends.

And now,
I got no knowledge,
which can cause my future to be doom.
Books, exercise sheet, notes and everything related to studies.
Quite late for now on to go into it.

In future,
I might be a road cleaner,
sweeping leafs or grass at roadside.
No I won't blame that the job is suck,
It help to keep myself from starving.

In helping friends,
Somehow I can, for now,
I still have my parent support.
But, in future,
Maybe I can't even support myself.

Holiday!

WELL FINALLY! xD
Ended with my PS1 exam wooohoo :D
Time for some relax activity :P

Still......

there no one can go out and play with me :( Friends are all busy working or having vacation...
Me?

Staying at home LoL
.

.

But maybe going out for hangout with relative from Sibu
¯\(ಠ_ಠ)/¯Whatever

Going to Sibu to visit my grandpa tomorrow anyway..
Sure have a tired moment where I got to sit in the car for several hours :(

Random :D

Hey all reader!

My first time of writing a blog *well somehow funny*
The thing is..

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.

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I'M BAD IN ENGLISH!

(So from now I'll showing the bad side of me)




Well few days ago,I had capture a photo which is paranormal :/

Maybe just coincidence
(Won't be a picture of ghost trust me xD If happen i'll be like a crazy dude)



Can you see a stuff like IVY in the photo?

Anyway.. I'm bored now.. Got school project to do here and

there make me a real headache :/

My accounting subject started to get lost in the way :(

Well this is my secret blog i don't see anyone will saw this. except he or she who stalked me really hard :X