One more step forward

ONE MORE DAY



Well I should say, the first day I going to go for a college.
I am excited bout it, but in another way around I was also very frightening about it.
Still don't know whether I can cope in the studies of college or not.
Plus my English is not really good in all ways.
Guess I had to wait for SPM result to come out this March which is where my birthday held on.
Gonna share how my first day at school tomorrow.
Class from 9a.m. till 5 p.m.
I gonna be dead.
One day closer to my carrier.
Happy go lucky! :D


9 January 2012, 9p.m.
Sunway College Kuching! I meet you there! 

Good time :)

Well,

I wanted to say,

I really started to miss you guys!

Starting from today,

maybe we will not be together again,

laughing, talking, listening to story all those stuff.

Well let slowly talk bout our journey :)

Yesterday, we are together at St John annual dinner,

Where we are taking photos when it's almost back,

A suggestion from granddaughter,

we take a very nice family photos :)

Me with my three pretty cute granddaughter :)

Well and more,

It's the first time this year, 2011,

I giving them Christmas presents,

which it's all D.I.Y myself :)

Times fly and we will all be grateful that we known each others!

Saranghaeyo sonnyeo :)

Dream High

Dream to achieve?
Yeah I think so.
You just make me have the effort to study,
we, together.
Araso,
I will achieve it!
Sunway with you?
Yeah, I would love to go with you.
That's why I must score A+ and good in account.

Because of you,
I have the courage to study hard enough when SPM,
Because of a sentences you had say after mock result come out
"Last time you are smarter than me, why you ended up getting yourself behind?
even my sister was shock that you lost to me."

And another sentence which tickle my mind,
you said:
"People done this paper few days ago, for you, till today haven't finish?"
And on that day, I directly done it.



I don't know,
Whether I have chance,
for you to say me somemore again,
maybe that's the only things that can help me,
or not.
I wish that I can.

Dream High
Dream Far.

And here is me again

Wow I guess I didn't write my blog recently for like....
month?

Well basically,
I was obsessed with Korean Song, a.k.a Kpop for short.
The reason for me to get interested with it is because of a Korean TV Show called
We Got Married (WGM) and one of the cast in it was a famous Kpop Group
2PM for Nichkhun and f(x) for Victoria.
Well their last episode make my eyes water tearing *Gosh!*


Nichkhun give his last memory by showing her a video of what happen for the whole season.
Victoria give him a cardboard writing out all her feeling toward her throughout the whole time.




Well that's what I do before SPM a.k.a Shitty Pant Man :D
*just joking it just a official test for Malaysia Secondary School xD
 (Gosh seriously I didn't study much for them xD)
Well now I had done the subject as following
-Malay Language
-English Langauge
-History(Finally!)
-Math
-Moral
-Add Maths


Still have three more subject for me to conquer :D
Chemistry Biology And Accounting( My favorite ;D )


Gonna take a swim tomorrow at a pool near my house.


Gtg, night! :D Adios!

To them

Wondering why,
I got three pretty cute granddaughter,
When was it happen


In my thought should be form four,
when i started to join Leo,
three of you guys are together,
always,

And I don't know why,
there's a day,
I was called as Ah Pek,
I know, I look old :')


Ah Nar, Ah Vet, Ah Nat,
Three of my best granddaughter,
I know, you guys treat me the best,
And I treat you as good as possible.


For Ah Nar,
Thanks you for listening to me,
You're a good listener
And most good in cheering me up
Hope you have great grandson for me too :)

For Ah Vet,
You're charming,
But, studies come importance next year,
I won't force you or anything
Tan Tan Tan :)

For Ah Nat,
Maybe you might go Australia,
right?
Take care is the only thing that I can say..
Hope you still look the same, if we met next time.

Without braces :)

I hope one day,
We'll have a memorable night,
A so-call Family Photo,
Which i could remember,
When i really become old,
You guys will still in my heart.

I love you guys.

Your Sincerely,
Ah Pek

Year with books..

I was so sorry for disappointing,
those who wanted me to pass,
I tried, not my best,
till the last second exam,
I failed.


For years I had study,
this is my first time ever,
Reason cus of failing the paper,
for the last time,
under own teacher marking,
I cried.


When i receive the paper,
I checked, nothing wrong with it,
I got wrong majorly,
I can't believe it,
I place the paper on the upper left on the table,
I just ignore it, doing my math revision.


When my friend saw it,
He tell me,
"Try find any mistakes, maybe can get extra marks"
I just pretend I didn't listen and do my math,
He raise his voice and say,
"Stop doing math, you already good at it why still revision"
Why does he care for me,
I was so down when he started to say things to me,
and I just lay down suddenly and cried.


When he knew that I'm crying,
He shock and trying to cheer me up,
but it making it worse that time.
Teacher asked him what happen to me,
He told teacher,
teacher cry all the sudden and say,
"I had to say that I'm sorry, I had tried my best to mark your paper,
not that I can give everyone a pass."

Friends started to come around me and cheer me up,
some say SPM must A,
some giving me tissues,
some just hit my shoulder and smile at me,
and I just see up, with eyes with tears,
and nose filled with mucus.


I wanted to say I'm sorry to my teacher,
for what i had done this last paper,
that you had marked.

The Time of Difficultly

I know,
money is hard to earn,
even it used on a last thing,
to be with your friends,
for the last time.
Still it should not be said,
to ask money from them,
where they are not money machine.


I spend a lot,
more than what i expected.
Till, i scare to ask from you guys,
even you guys say this sentence,
"you're not working it's alright"
but i felt guilty,
'Cus the money is not spend wisely.



How much i get,
that how much i spend,
sometimes, it horrifying,
that the amount is more,
than what you expected.
Times it in a year,
I know, no money,
we can't live.