The thing that most people know

I had listen to many story since love became an issues in my life,
everyone seeking for them,
but every time they just miss the opportunity,
even now I'm thinking,
did I miss an opportunity too?

Every time I listen just one side story,
never heard another side of the story,
it's not a perfect story,
that's why they always struggle,
miserable just to make themselves think too much.

Friend-zone was one of a new issues,
which was the most hurtful things i ever know,
but people tend to fall for the one,
till one side announce the "Friend-zone" title,
and the other one still stick around licking own wound.

Cherish the ones close to you,
even thou they might not be the one you find,
but they always there for you,
even if they never be your in future,
but still they will seek for you any time when you needed.

Should I tell you?

"Actually i missed you, but since the trip you back from KL, before that i asked you wanna go  out sometimes, but actually i just wanted to tell you that, even thou this few year, you still the one i choose to chase, but i didn't actually chase you in any circumstances.. now... i just hope you will living in a happy life, go for a good uni, live easy on your life... just don't forget me if you got any happy news or you are sad, i will always as a friend that supports you always.. even thou you are 99% leaving to Taiwan, i still will find you through any ways i can.. i will miss you even thou you said you will be back when there's holiday and you will be back, as a friend i will always giving you surprises if i can :) will wish to know how you live well when you get there, even thou i know you will have friends that take care of you when you studying oversea.. hopefully we can spend times together just to hanging around, as friend because you are a really special friend that i can't forget in any circumstances, really ;) well next time we might be have a busy life but still, don't forget about anythings among us, hope our friendship will always be there, a strong as a hardest element in the world :D
hopefully you won't feel weird when you reading this, because it just flow out from my mind @.@"
On 26 of Jan 2013, 11.32 PM
I almost enter to send in the chat box when you said you were going to bed.
But I don't have the courage to do so.
I scare, the outcome will turn out badly.
I just wrote here, because, there will be less expectation that you will looking at my blog nowadays.
Even thou you had read this, you might also won't tell me.
I assume that, because this might be hard.
Hope you will receive my message.

Human brain

Human brain, a quite general explanation is that, it changes time by time.
The memories in the brain keep refreshing, to suit each circumstances.
Some of them are the one you cherish a lot, that make you remember it for whole life.
Some of the memory just like a dog walking pass the roadside, mean that it doesn't really necessary for us to remember.
Other human sometime tried to read other people minds.
But, in the fact that you only see their problem which it really not related to you.
Somehow people have the curiosity that kills.
Even we know their problems, we might not solve it for them.
Ended up we making the whole situation even worse.
How we say, fate. If you can't solve it, accept it.
We tried our best to help, but it take like forever,
that giving a insecure confidence to the one needed.
As the times goes, it goes plainer.
I might have a suggestion,
can we make something else that even meaningful for that particular person?
Maybe we can, but the answer is how?
A big question mark in the head.
It need to be do at the exact time, exact place, exact moment, exact scenario, exact person etc.
The only person that can do is the one the other person trust in, believing in.
In the same time, the one need to be confidence that he or she will succeed the task.
Which all depends in our brain on what to do.

Sorry..

Listening back to the songs that make me think of you.
Drop some tears on my notes. 
I don't know why you're so special that make me missing you so much.
Sadly..  That I don't know whether we have chances to get back to the older time,  where there's no hard feelings between us..

Hoping to pass the exam... 
Hoping the questions are understandable...
Hope I can get rid of the stress soon...
Hopr that god will help me through this...

Why

I being searching someone that could be replace you, but none of them seem to be the one I always wonder about. I do feel that. 

Tired..

Anyhow I felt that,
College life is so much different compare to Secondary School.
Class will extend until 5 o'clock in the afternoon,
where I had to work again,
from 5 till 10 in the night time.

Exam will be much stressful now,
each of them had to pay a few hundreds.
If failed, had to pay it once more..

I can sure that I didn't step in my house more than 2 hours on the weekdays,
reached home is directly sleep..

There so much different,
but why I suffer so soon.
Regretting, might be.
Too right.