Should I tell you?

"Actually i missed you, but since the trip you back from KL, before that i asked you wanna go  out sometimes, but actually i just wanted to tell you that, even thou this few year, you still the one i choose to chase, but i didn't actually chase you in any circumstances.. now... i just hope you will living in a happy life, go for a good uni, live easy on your life... just don't forget me if you got any happy news or you are sad, i will always as a friend that supports you always.. even thou you are 99% leaving to Taiwan, i still will find you through any ways i can.. i will miss you even thou you said you will be back when there's holiday and you will be back, as a friend i will always giving you surprises if i can :) will wish to know how you live well when you get there, even thou i know you will have friends that take care of you when you studying oversea.. hopefully we can spend times together just to hanging around, as friend because you are a really special friend that i can't forget in any circumstances, really ;) well next time we might be have a busy life but still, don't forget about anythings among us, hope our friendship will always be there, a strong as a hardest element in the world :D
hopefully you won't feel weird when you reading this, because it just flow out from my mind @.@"
On 26 of Jan 2013, 11.32 PM
I almost enter to send in the chat box when you said you were going to bed.
But I don't have the courage to do so.
I scare, the outcome will turn out badly.
I just wrote here, because, there will be less expectation that you will looking at my blog nowadays.
Even thou you had read this, you might also won't tell me.
I assume that, because this might be hard.
Hope you will receive my message.