The Time of Difficultly

I know,
money is hard to earn,
even it used on a last thing,
to be with your friends,
for the last time.
Still it should not be said,
to ask money from them,
where they are not money machine.


I spend a lot,
more than what i expected.
Till, i scare to ask from you guys,
even you guys say this sentence,
"you're not working it's alright"
but i felt guilty,
'Cus the money is not spend wisely.



How much i get,
that how much i spend,
sometimes, it horrifying,
that the amount is more,
than what you expected.
Times it in a year,
I know, no money,
we can't live.

In My Mind

Where are the thoughts and facts,
when we need it,
in the way of life,
or in the studies.



Sometime we might just be straight,
'Cus that's what we had know,
where we can solve problems,
or just having a life ourselves.



We might just think that,
having a depression,
is the way of living,
but why it happen?
'Cus happiness is gone for a while that time.



Even thou we had own life,
ignorance should not be occur,
even thou you have others good friends,
doesn't mean he or she doesn't need you.



Goh, I hope that she will tell you why,
that she ignoring you,
cuz I know,
how it feels like,
when someone attempted it.





Cheer! I always support you! Fight on SPM first! :)


From your best pal,
Ken

为何

虽然我不知道，

当初为何对你好，

想知道更多你的事。

现在我才发现，

我对你有好感，

可是，

你只把我当成好朋友，

所以，

我只好随着你的意思。

我现在，

只想问候你，

过的好吗，

吃的饱吗，

穿的暖吗,

到有一天，

你离开了，

没机会问了，

要问一声，

或许要好几个小时，

好几天，

好几个星期，

好几个月，

甚至是一辈子。

我依然还在，

当你心情不好，

尽量讨好你，

开心时，

我替你开心，

生气时，

我给你消气。

不想你再被受伤害，

不想你变了，

可是我懂，

每个人都会。

可是，我还会记得，

你当初的微笑，

你的生气的脸，

你弹的钢琴，

你的歌声，

你的谈话。

现在，

生病时，

我还可以叫你好好休息，

好好的吃药，

以后，

我也没办法知道，

你何时会生病，

可是，我会帮你祈祷，

每天都过得健健康康。

我知道你对我好，

给我鼓励，

安慰我。

虽然我还有说不完的故事，

我依然还会在这，创造一个新的一天

:)

别放弃，

每个人都支持你，

加油！

保重 :)

平平安安就好了 :)

Trust

I might had trusted you,

for believing what you said,

should not be asking much,

and all the thing will changed.

Reporting as a daily life,

It's ashamed for me to ask for it,

'Cause it's your life,

Not mine and I'm just curious fool.

When time get long,

and it motivated a person,

to know what happen on others life

Which is important to them and care for,

And I'm sorry for not enough trust on myself.

Take care.

Tensions

In another words,
stress.
Come from many ways.
It may come from studies.
It may also come from friend.

Studies come stress when
there no enough time and effort
for you to understand and know what you must know.

Friends come stress when
you felt sorry for them
and you can't explain the real meaning.


Fighting with the one close to you
it bleed in the heart
and it sometime take times to cure.

I don't know why,
in the first place,
I had open a blog,
write where no one looking at it.

what did i do?
watching the blank of the post,
writing nonsense..
not attractive..

Dream

Sometimes,
there was a thing,
hidden in your mind,
it come out anytime you sleep,
it's dream.


Some are good dream,
some are just bad,
some are so real that you can remember,
some are so meaningful that you can't remember.


The scariest part is when,
your body is like barely move,
when you're awake.
Scientist explained it's just a hallucination,
but what causes it,
it's the fear who doing the job.

I asking how to solve this weird dream,
Google came for an answer,
and i followed,
I just had to wait for the next time it come.
And thank for your supporting,
I'm really mean it.