Human brain

Human brain, a quite general explanation is that, it changes time by time.
The memories in the brain keep refreshing, to suit each circumstances.
Some of them are the one you cherish a lot, that make you remember it for whole life.
Some of the memory just like a dog walking pass the roadside, mean that it doesn't really necessary for us to remember.
Other human sometime tried to read other people minds.
But, in the fact that you only see their problem which it really not related to you.
Somehow people have the curiosity that kills.
Even we know their problems, we might not solve it for them.
Ended up we making the whole situation even worse.
How we say, fate. If you can't solve it, accept it.
We tried our best to help, but it take like forever,
that giving a insecure confidence to the one needed.
As the times goes, it goes plainer.
I might have a suggestion,
can we make something else that even meaningful for that particular person?
Maybe we can, but the answer is how?
A big question mark in the head.
It need to be do at the exact time, exact place, exact moment, exact scenario, exact person etc.
The only person that can do is the one the other person trust in, believing in.
In the same time, the one need to be confidence that he or she will succeed the task.
Which all depends in our brain on what to do.

Sorry..

Listening back to the songs that make me think of you.
Drop some tears on my notes. 
I don't know why you're so special that make me missing you so much.
Sadly..  That I don't know whether we have chances to get back to the older time,  where there's no hard feelings between us..

Hoping to pass the exam... 
Hoping the questions are understandable...
Hope I can get rid of the stress soon...
Hopr that god will help me through this...

Why

I being searching someone that could be replace you, but none of them seem to be the one I always wonder about. I do feel that. 

Tired..

Anyhow I felt that,
College life is so much different compare to Secondary School.
Class will extend until 5 o'clock in the afternoon,
where I had to work again,
from 5 till 10 in the night time.

Exam will be much stressful now,
each of them had to pay a few hundreds.
If failed, had to pay it once more..

I can sure that I didn't step in my house more than 2 hours on the weekdays,
reached home is directly sleep..

There so much different,
but why I suffer so soon.
Regretting, might be.
Too right.

You're happy

Somehow,
our relationship getting worse,
and worse.
You never left your phone,
nor let anyone to see it.
You smiling cheerfully when the text you receive,
I just blindfolded to see you smile.

How hope is me who make you smile,
you just always frown in front of me.,
 when i talk to you.
:(

Step onto loneliness

Is it my problem?
I felt left out from my friends,
like most of the time.
They didn't invite me hangout sometimes.
Whether is a outing, or a party.
I just didn't get invited.

Maybe I just minimal in their friends list.
Or, they just forget to inform me.


I just hope that there's one day there will be someone invited me.