Why

I being searching someone that could be replace you, but none of them seem to be the one I always wonder about. I do feel that. 

Tired..

Anyhow I felt that,
College life is so much different compare to Secondary School.
Class will extend until 5 o'clock in the afternoon,
where I had to work again,
from 5 till 10 in the night time.

Exam will be much stressful now,
each of them had to pay a few hundreds.
If failed, had to pay it once more..

I can sure that I didn't step in my house more than 2 hours on the weekdays,
reached home is directly sleep..

There so much different,
but why I suffer so soon.
Regretting, might be.
Too right.

You're happy

Somehow,
our relationship getting worse,
and worse.
You never left your phone,
nor let anyone to see it.
You smiling cheerfully when the text you receive,
I just blindfolded to see you smile.

How hope is me who make you smile,
you just always frown in front of me.,
 when i talk to you.
:(

Step onto loneliness

Is it my problem?
I felt left out from my friends,
like most of the time.
They didn't invite me hangout sometimes.
Whether is a outing, or a party.
I just didn't get invited.

Maybe I just minimal in their friends list.
Or, they just forget to inform me.


I just hope that there's one day there will be someone invited me.
 

One more step forward

ONE MORE DAY



Well I should say, the first day I going to go for a college.
I am excited bout it, but in another way around I was also very frightening about it.
Still don't know whether I can cope in the studies of college or not.
Plus my English is not really good in all ways.
Guess I had to wait for SPM result to come out this March which is where my birthday held on.
Gonna share how my first day at school tomorrow.
Class from 9a.m. till 5 p.m.
I gonna be dead.
One day closer to my carrier.
Happy go lucky! :D


9 January 2012, 9p.m.
Sunway College Kuching! I meet you there! 

Good time :)

Well,

I wanted to say,

I really started to miss you guys!

Starting from today,

maybe we will not be together again,

laughing, talking, listening to story all those stuff.

Well let slowly talk bout our journey :)

Yesterday, we are together at St John annual dinner,

Where we are taking photos when it's almost back,

A suggestion from granddaughter,

we take a very nice family photos :)

Me with my three pretty cute granddaughter :)

Well and more,

It's the first time this year, 2011,

I giving them Christmas presents,

which it's all D.I.Y myself :)

Times fly and we will all be grateful that we known each others!

Saranghaeyo sonnyeo :)

Dream High

Dream to achieve?
Yeah I think so.
You just make me have the effort to study,
we, together.
Araso,
I will achieve it!
Sunway with you?
Yeah, I would love to go with you.
That's why I must score A+ and good in account.

Because of you,
I have the courage to study hard enough when SPM,
Because of a sentences you had say after mock result come out
"Last time you are smarter than me, why you ended up getting yourself behind?
even my sister was shock that you lost to me."

And another sentence which tickle my mind,
you said:
"People done this paper few days ago, for you, till today haven't finish?"
And on that day, I directly done it.



I don't know,
Whether I have chance,
for you to say me somemore again,
maybe that's the only things that can help me,
or not.
I wish that I can.

Dream High
Dream Far.