Monday, September 26, 2011

为何

虽然我不知道,
当初为何对你好,
想知道更多你的事。


现在我才发现,
我对你有好感,
可是,
你只把我当成好朋友,
所以,
我只好随着你的意思。




我现在,
只想问候你,
过的好吗,
吃的饱吗,
穿的暖吗,





到有一天,
你离开了,
没机会问了,
要问一声,
或许要好几个小时,
好几天,
好几个星期,
好几个月,
甚至是一辈子。




我依然还在,
当你心情不好,
尽量讨好你,
开心时,
我替你开心,
生气时,
我给你消气。




不想你再被受伤害,
不想你变了,
可是我懂,
每个人都会。


可是,我还会记得,
你当初的微笑,
你的生气的脸,
你弹的钢琴,
你的歌声,
你的谈话。






现在,
生病时,
我还可以叫你好好休息,
好好的吃药,
以后,
我也没办法知道,
你何时会生病,
可是,我会帮你祈祷,
每天都过得健健康康。





我知道你对我好,
给我鼓励,
安慰我。


虽然我还有说不完的故事,
我依然还会在这,创造一个新的一天
:)







别放弃,
每个人都支持你,
加油!


保重 :)


平平安安就好了 :)

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Trust


I might had trusted you,
for believing what you said,
should not be asking much,
and all the thing will changed.



Reporting as a daily life,
It's ashamed for me to ask for it,
'Cause it's your life,
Not mine and I'm just curious fool.



When time get long,
and it motivated a person,
to know what happen on others life
Which is important to them and care for,




And I'm sorry for not enough trust on myself.


Take care.



Thursday, September 22, 2011

Tensions

In another words,
stress.
Come from many ways.
It may come from studies.
It may also come from friend.

Studies come stress when
there no enough time and effort
for you to understand and know what you must know.

Friends come stress when
you felt sorry for them
and you can't explain the real meaning.


Fighting with the one close to you
it bleed in the heart
and it sometime take times to cure.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

I don't know why,
in the first place,
I had open a blog,
write where no one looking at it.

what did i do?
watching the blank of the post,
writing nonsense..
not attractive..

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Dream

Sometimes,
there was a thing,
hidden in your mind,
it come out anytime you sleep,
it's dream.


Some are good dream,
some are just bad,
some are so real that you can remember,
some are so meaningful that you can't remember.


The scariest part is when,
your body is like barely move,
when you're awake.
Scientist explained it's just a hallucination,
but what causes it,
it's the fear who doing the job.


I asking how to solve this weird dream,
Google came for an answer,
and i followed,
I just had to wait for the next time it come.
And thank for your supporting,
I'm really mean it.







Monday, August 29, 2011

Randomness

I'm tired,
As what i had done this whole life,
I'm wasting a lot of time.
Pc, Mobile and anything on modern technology.
Activity that I'm enjoying with friends.

And now,
I got no knowledge,
which can cause my future to be doom.
Books, exercise sheet, notes and everything related to studies.
Quite late for now on to go into it.

In future,
I might be a road cleaner,
sweeping leafs or grass at roadside.
No I won't blame that the job is suck,
It help to keep myself from starving.

In helping friends,
Somehow I can, for now,
I still have my parent support.
But, in future,
Maybe I can't even support myself.

Monday, May 30, 2011

Holiday!

WELL FINALLY! xD
Ended with my PS1 exam wooohoo :D
Time for some relax activity :P




Still......
there no one can go out and play with me :( Friends are all busy working or having vacation...
Me?
Staying at home LoL
.
.
But maybe going out for hangout with relative from Sibu
¯\(ಠ_ಠ)/¯Whatever


Going to Sibu to visit my grandpa tomorrow anyway..
Sure have a tired moment where I got to sit in the car for several hours :(